Off-Limits Grumpy Player

Two things I'm gonna do at college: land an internship, and lose my virginity.

I just didn't expect it to be with my brother's best friend.

But the way he swings his hockey stick around as the captain of the team has me seeing stars. He may be a bad-tempered hockey player with everyone else, but he's always had a soft spot for me. He and my brother have been inseparable since they were kids, so we've basically grown up together. He's been to all my birthday parties, and I've never missed a single one of his games.

Every inch of his chiseled body is etched on my brain, and I could trace his arm tattoos with my eyes closed. Not that I'd ever try. And he'd never act on his feelings, either . . . sigh . . .

We would never want to hurt my brother. But, does it count if he has no idea?

Now that we're at college together-with, ahem, our own dorm rooms-we have more privacy than ever before. And there's only one guy I want to lose it to.

One thing's for sure: my brother can never find out.